The Professor’s Still Nutty

Anybody who knows anything about Jerry Lewis knew the moment

would come. It was about a half hour into his sold-out motivational speech at

Congregation Rodeph Shalom on West 81st Street, and Mr. Lewis-unaided by notes

or the stricture of any discernible order in the things he talked

about-swiveled his neck to hear the question being shouted out from the third

row at the opposite end of the stage. By the time he was interrupted, he’d

already uttered nine of the evening’s 30-odd ” wondehful s.” A few minutes earlier, Mr. Lewis had made it through

the story of the time he’d rushed to the bedside of a kid with muscular

dystrophy, who, upon his hero’s arrival, said, “Jerry, I’m feeling a little

tired. Can I rest now?” Mr. Lewis choked out the words, “Of course,

sweetheart.” At this point in the story, the boy closed his eyes and died.

A few in the audience snuffled un-self-consciously.

Then Mr. Lewis was walking to the other end of the stage,

squinting, cupping his hand to his 75-year-old show-business ear, trying to

hear the question that half the auditorium, blessed with better hearing, had

already heard.

” The Day the Clown

Cried ,” the man, who appeared to be a shaggy blond about 30, bellowed up at

him from 10 feet away. He was talking, of course, about the unreleased 1972

film that became emblematic of Mr. Lewis’ 13-Percodan-a-day downfall years. It

was the last film he would make for more than a decade. In it, Jerry Lewis

played a circus clown in a Nazi concentration camp, entertaining Jewish

prisoners before they were delivered to their execution. That was not a

particularly happy time for Jerry Lewis.

Jerry Lewis straightened up, took a step back and narrowed

his eyes. “Yeah, what about it?” he said.

“I’ve heard that it might come out,” the man called back.

Jerry Lewis took a breath. “Well, let me tell you

something,” he said gingerly, “and this is only because sometimes we recognize

an attitude that might be different than people you care about.”

“Exactly,” the man said.

“Right,” Jerry Lewis said, fixing the man with a

heavy-lidded, increasingly lethal stare. There was a moment of silence. “None

of your goddamned business!” he shouted, and stiffly strode back to the safety

of a cheap wooden podium affixed with a sticker from the Learning Annex. He

picked up his can of caffeine-free Coke and took a monster swig, while also

drinking in his first deafening ovation of the evening. A rotund woman wearing

a crown made out of yellow ping-pong balls imprinted with smiley faces cheered.

Jerry Lewis looked out over the audience, smiled, and gave

the crowd of 700 a robust O.K. sign.

In spite of the evening’s previous Oprah-isms, it was as

though he wanted to reassure them that Bad Jerry was still in there, but in

check, in control and safely away from the deep end. A good chunk of the

audience-solidly white and middle-aged, sporting a surprising number of

sequined berets and baseball caps-watched him worshipfully.

People say that Jerry Lewis is a changed man. To people of a

certain age who do not remember his early movies, the smoking, stalking Jerry

Lewis of the 70’s and 80’s M.D.A. telethons is a pretty scary character,

carrying with him the sort of dark psychic impact of an uncle who shows up at

Thanksgiving in a cloud of cologne, handing out $50 bills to all the kids, but

by day’s end is yelling at the dog in the backyard, chasing it with a shovel.

Jerry Lewis, being Jerry Lewis, didn’t remark on the oddity of being a guy who

admits that, at one point in the 70’s, he had the barrel of a gun in his mouth,

and yet is still instructing others in how to talk to their kids, how hugging

heals, how a crank call a day keeps the doctor away. But Desperately Despondent

Jerry, just like now-ancient Monkey-Boy Jerry and Percodan-Jerry, was one of

the Jerrys of yore, before the new, improved old codger. Call him Nearly-Zen


He’s certainly changed physically. When he walked out on the

stage in his rose-colored shirt, unbuttoned, double-breasted pinstripe suit and

patent leather shoes, there was no doubt it was him. He still has those gold

aviators, that black hair (though he doesn’t appear to sop it with Brylcreem

anymore), and he still walks with the Jerry swagger, a weightiness offset by

the odd rolling of his left hand, with that strangely fey turned-out pinky that

seems, every time he swings his arm, to be trying to escape his body. But he’s

heftier, especially compared to the 20-year-old photo that accompanied his Learning

Annex course listing. The weight seems to have settled strangely on the sides

of his face, around his ears, giving him the aspect of a grandfatherly python

mustering the attack mode one last time.

But more than any physical deterioration that arrives with

age, Jerry Lewis has changed mentally. After a heart attack, prostate cancer

and a nasty bout of viral meningitis two years ago, many think that Jerry must

have found his own mug face-to-face with death’s, and it scared the bejeesus

out of him. If Jerry Lewis has had Seven Ages in his career-the Dean years; the

Paramount boy-auteurist years; the pill-addled years of financial and spiritual

ruin; the Scorsese-directed resurrection of The

King of Comedy ; his reacceptance as the Tony Bennett of yuks; and finally, The Nutty Professor franchise being

taken over by Eddie Murphy-just where exactly is Jerry Lewis now? Jerry Lewis,

who for years represented one of Hollywood’s darkest souls, seems hell-bent on

a redemption that necessitates revisiting his past and cleaning it up, and

recasting himself in his dotage as the kind of guy who thinks there’s nothing

more amusing than cleaning up baby shit and building sand castles.

But maybe Jerry Lewis has not really changed all that much.

Maybe just his focus has changed: He used to obsess about being Darryl F.

Zanuck, control freak and autocrat. Now he seems obsessed with being a softer,

more philosophic comedian-pre-Jerry-atric, a kind of Jewish Bill Cosby.

For the new Jerry Lewis, here, apparently, is where the

Learning Annex brand of motivational speaking comes in. The organization’s

literature promised that “in this unforgettable evening, you’ll have the rare

opportunity to get to know Jerry Lewis the man,” a rarity only mildly offset

when Mr. Lewis proudly announced that it was his 646th such speaking

engagement. The literature also promised that Mr. Lewis would be addressing,

among other things, “making the tough decisions” and “learning from success and


But it quickly became apparent that Jerry Lewis was not

doling out any peppy, Tony Robbins–style self-improvement, but rather sweating

through a three-hour lesson on how you too can be a better Jerry Lewis, mixed,

naturally, with a healthy dollop of Jerry-ana. (” Time magazine printed the 10 most recognizable people on the planet

three years ago,” he said. “No. 5 was the Pope, and Jerry Lewis tied! And it

was wondehful .”)

“I’m just-oh, I’m such a pain in the ass,” Jerry Lewis said.

Mr. Lewis was knee-deep in one of several monologues about his 9-year-old

daughter, Danielle, the product of his 1983 marriage to his second wife,

SanDee. Mr. Lewis was extolling the joys of fatherhood and cautioning parents

not to say things to infants like “I wish you were never born.” “You get

Jeffrey Dahmer from that little kid!” he exhorted. (Mr. Lewis did mention his

six sons from a previous marriage to Patti Lewis once, but not that the

youngest, Joseph, had sold a Jerry

Dearest –style account of family abuse to the National Enquirer in 1989.)

He had gotten breathy, and his eyes were moist. “I’m always

kissin’ her. I took her to New York last month, just she and I-no Mommy,” he

said. “We had our date. I said to her, ‘You’re going to put on white gloves,

cute little black patent-leather shoes, a gorgeous dress, a hat and a cape, and

we’re going to walk together in Central Park.”

The audience emitted a delighted sigh.

“So we come to New York, check in at the Waldorf,” he said,

“and we’re walking in the park the next morning, and I can’t contain my limbs!

My joints, that should be moving like this as a normal person, they were locked

up-I couldn’t move! The ecstasy of having her holding my hand!” Jerry Lewis, in

full revival-tent mode, was grabbing at the imaginary love swelling in his

legs, his arms, looking stricken to the point that it appeared he was in the

midst of yet another heart attack. But he bounced back; the love angina passed.

Even though Mr. Lewis spent a good deal of his lecture time

extolling the virtues of random acts of kindness, including kissing other men

for the hell of it, hugging strangers and just telling people “I love you,” he

seemed a bit discomfited, and stood silently for a moment, after a

curly-haired, middle-aged woman in the front row asked if she might lay a

smacker on his lips. “I save those kisses for my daughter and my wife,” he

explained, not unkindly. But he proceeded to grow frustrated that he had lost

his place.

“So now I don’t know where the hell I am,” he said. “Where

was I?” Mr. Lewis discovered where he’d been, then proceeded to amend his

previous statements about loving absolutely everybody, which seemed to mean

that the mad kisser down in front was the kind of loony the crowd might want to

steer clear of. “People in general, on the whole, are terrific,” he said, “But

you find one or two who are ill-mannered, that don’t particularly care, are

ignorant, and they just will spoil a room of 100 people.” The woman in front

appeared so clearly crushed that it seemed she might never, ever be the same

again. “Was it me ?” she could be seen

mouthing to her female companion.

“If I hear about a man who’s sick in a hospital,” Mr. Lewis

went on, “I swear to God, in under 90 seconds I’ve changed that man’s life.

‘Hi, it’s Jerry Lewis. I hear you’re not feeling well. You O.K.? ….’ And the

man’s life has changed in a microsecond. In the next few months, all he’s going

to do is to tell his friends and the guys at the plant that he got a call.”

And there were points when Mr. Lewis’ stories strained

credulity. He said that when he comes to New York, just to cut himself up, he

likes to jump on board city buses as they’re picking up passengers and, from

the front, yell in his ” Hey Laa-aady! ”

voice, “I’m a famous Jew! You know me?” and quickly jump off. John F. Kennedy,

he said, had pleaded with him not to

go out on the stump for his 1960 campaign, which elicited a few initial laughs

and seemed, perhaps, to be  leading up

to Mr. Lewis’ first self-deprecating moment of the night. But he continued.

“I said, ‘Gee, I didn’t think that I was going to be that bad, Jack.’ He said, ‘No, no, no,

you’d be wonderful for me, but you’d not be wonderful for yourself. Come Labor Day and you have to turn to an entire audience

of people for help, you can’t have 50 percent of them turning you down because

you went with the Democrat,” he said. Several in the crowd nodded.

Anybody who has ever seen the first live telecast of his

1963 ABC variety show, during which Mr. Lewis nearly jumped over his desk to

throttle a producer, might find it even more hard to swallow Mr. Lewis’

mini-anger-management seminar. “My philosophy is,” he announced, “if you think

it’s easy to get rage, it’s a hundred times easier to get … silly !” Mr. Lewis elaborated, apparently

drawing on some personal experience as a retail shopper: “How many times have

you wanted to say to somebody, ‘You hold your finger up to me once more and I

will blow your face off with a bazooka?'” The crowd murmured.

“You’re not going to be as annoyed with the lazy sales girl

at Kmart if you seek your own personal esteem,” he said, “and if you recognize

that you’re better than her because you

recognize your value. We should feel

sympathy for her.”

Mr. Lewis said that at one point, rather than get angry, he

had 3,000 cards printed with sayings like “I love you anyway” that he planned

to give out to people who had infuriated him in traffic. But then he had

trouble finding the right card: “I couldn’t get the card I needed because

they’re all over the seat. It never worked! I’m stuck with 3,000 cards.”

Jokingly, he suggested that if he couldn’t find the

appropriate card, he could always “kill their dog.”

See what I meant about the uncle with the $50 bill?

“Is it hot in here?” Mr. Lewis asked the audience. It really

wasn’t too bad. “I’m schvitzing.” Mr. Lewis pulled at the body of his jacket,

fanning himself, and revealed a bib-shaped sweat ring stretching from his neck

to his belly that could have passed for a gunshot wound. “Good spirits,” Jerry

Lewis said, quoting Albert Einstein, “have always encountered violent

opposition from mediocre minds.” He repeated the quote like an incantation,

like an epitaph.

“Good … spirits … have … always

… encountered … violent … opposition … from … mediocre … minds!”

“Albert Einstein,” he said, “saw the incompetence factor,

the corporate factor, the Ayn Rand factor. You get a bunch of people in a

corner like robots, get ’em to do what you want! You’ve got industry! You’ve

got this. You’ve got that. And all of a sudden they’re accusing her of

Communism, and she was just a very great, marvelous, wonderful, talented lady

that knew the human condition to the core and to the very marrow of her bones,

and that people meant something.” Was

that Ayn Rand in The Ladies’ Man , or

Kathleen Freeman?

Jerry Lewis was tired, you could tell.

Without the aid of notes, he had made a few unwise choices,

like positioning a string of Polack jokes right before reciting his acceptance

speech for his 1977 Nobel Prize nomination. The talk of his aching bones of

love were gone. He was talking about Dean and Frank and Sammy. “Nobody knew

them better than I,” he recalled. He told about hoisting little Sammy Davis Jr.

aloft and thanking the NAACP for the award.   And maybe “retard” wasn’t

the best word to use.

Jerry Lewis began winding down the clock with questions as

Stephen Schragis, the Learning Annex booker, hoofed around the audience with

the microphone. A man ran up onstage and showed him the smiling Jerry Lewis

cartoon head tattooed on his arm. A woman up front said she’d never speak

harshly to her child again. Mr. Lewis jumped offstage and put his arms around a

tearful, and attractive, single mother. And just as the goodwill and warmth

were beginning to turn the hall into a warm, gooey, Jerry-healing place, a

woman with distressed blond hair in the center aisle got hold of the mike. She

had a thick Russian accent, seemed petrified, and spoke with difficulty.

“I cannot believe I am talking to you now,” she exclaimed.

Try as she might, she couldn’t quite get all the elements of her story-a

sister, a kid with cerebral palsy and a trip from Russia 22 years ago-together

coherently. “I cannot believe I am talking

to you,” was all she could get out.

” O.K. !” Mr. Lewis


She tried again, and couldn’t manage to make sense.

“Lady,” Jerry Lewis said, in the voice. She pressed on. ” Laa-aady! Laa-aady! ” he was shrieking, motioning for the Learning Annex’s Mr.

Schragis to take away the mike. There was a smattering of applause, but the

woman sat down, looking like she’d just been sucker-punched.

Jerry Lewis told the audience to return to their seats so he

could finish up. They did. He finished 10 minutes ahead of schedule.